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| 2001-08-25 - 3:54 p.m.
local celebrity
Another weekend. This afternoon was spent watching The Beloved in a "celebrity" softball game in a little town nearby. The local celebrity thing is something I Do Not Get. Maybe there's a little bit of jealousy that comparatively few people even know of my station, but mostly, I just don't get it. I listened to the people next to me (adult people) spend an inordinate amount of time having a "which one is X" conversation about a chick who works with The Beloved. Geeze. She's a freakin' glorified board op, for heaven's sake, not Julia Roberts. Why do people go so nuts over someone they see on tv or hear on the radio? OK. Plus, I hate the chick in question(X) anyway. With a jealous, tiny, tiny, person hate that I thought I was bigger than. I'm not proud of it. I wish I didn't feel it. But I do. See, she and The Beloved dated before he and I dated. The first time she met me, she was bitchy, but at that time, I didn't know about their "past". I can't stand to look at her. I mean, I have negative, terrible feelings toward this person, for no good reason. They still work together, they are still "friends", but frankly, I trust him, and have no reason not to. Her, I guess, I'm not so sure. Ugh. I'm really working to get over it, but I'd just as soon not ever see her again. I have ex issues, and not just with this ex of his. I'm sure it goes with my whole "don't deserve to be happy/if I'm not perfect, I'm shit" mindset. Need to clean. God do I need to clean. House is feeeeeeelthy. Don't have the gumption to do anything. Hot plans for tonight include dinner and a video. I should venture out and see if I can find any fresh tomatoes. YUM.
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