2005-06-28 - 9:02 p.m.
We said no. And I am sad. And that's ok.
I came up with an idea that would make the money stuff easier. But in the end, Husband was just overwhelmed at the prospect of getting our house in shape to sell in the next six weeks. I think we could have done it.
We went to the movies, then after, sat in the parking lot making the decision so we could call our realtor. And in the end, it seemed like his reasons for saying yes were because it would make ME happy and because he didn't want me to be mad. "Will you be mad forever if we don't do this?" But it's a house. It's not a paint color or a style of chair.
But I am still sad. There will be other houses. There are lots of fantastic houses to be had. And maybe by spring, we'll have our finances more in order and the whole process will be even easier.
It's still a letdown. I think I am someone who needs a project.
Sometimes things are so complicated. And I wish they could be easier.
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