2005-05-29 - 4:18 p.m.
Not much going on around here this holiday weekend. Husband and I went north to an outlet mall yesterday...his idea. Didn't spend too much, and what we did buy was a good deal. The mall is up in lake country, so I made Husband drive us by where we used to take our summer vacations. same cottage, and it has a for rent sign...same people own it. So there's a vacation idea.
Today, not much going on. Just futzing around. Feeling blue as usual.
Gotta get the eating thing under control. I go from eating occasion to eating occasion. When can I eat next, and what can it be? It's like the only time I'm soothed or calm or....I don't know what, I'm eating. I can actually feel something "click" in my brain when I eat. It's like the hum stops. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm feeing pretty futile about food and eating and exercise. I mean, I weigh a million pounds, why bother?
Dunno what the plans are for tomorrow. Might work on house stuff.
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