Comments:

LA - 2004-11-15 19:48:45
Sweetie, it hurts me to see you so down on yourself. Brave, beautiful, kind, smart, loving, all of those disappear under the fat? I'm NOT chiding. I was there for many, many, many years and know whereof you speak. It is not easy. Nor does the end result guarantee the pain and struggle was worth it. Honestly? I just traded one fucked up eating behavior for another. If I eat more than once a day the alarms go off. The sirens blare. And I'm pinned to the wall by the merciless glare of the Fat Police. I broke down and cried for an hour because I had breakfast AND dinner in the same day. So whatever you do, do not look to me and think, "LA lost her weight. I'm a failure because I can't do the same." We both need to learn how to be kinder to ourselves. ~LA
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Pandionna - 2004-11-15 21:52:44
Hug you.
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Violet - 2004-11-16 12:08:55
You can!
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